you kill my soul.
soon it will be a year since you've tried to break up with me.
and each day my trust in you wanes.
i wanna trust you. you are the man that i love. the happiest easiest relationship i've had. you were the one to restore my faith back in men.
but you broke that.
and each day that has passed that i found out about the website, and the breaking up with me, and everything else.
you said that you needed space to love yourself again.
but in that process you took whatever love i have for myself away.
and you have never once apologised for breaking my heart.
unlike all the rest i never saw this coming.
i never knew i never imagined any of that to happen.
but it did.
and now it's swept under the rug like it never happened.
but it did.
and till today it eats me up inside.
i don't know myself anymore,
i don't like the person i am.
i don't like how i feel everyday when I'm around you.
i don't like how negative you are.
all the fucking time.
you cannot just be simple.
when i first met you i thought you were the easiest, none of that deep emotional problem bullshit julian and everyone else had.
but now i know that I'm wrong.
you are the most complex and complicated person i know.
and i know that i can never trust you again.
im not sure i can ever trust myself again.
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