the light has gone.
her heart has died.
to keep it going,
to herself she lied.
no more words
and no more rhyme,
could bring her back
to her glowing prime.
those bitter tears,
brought naught but fears.
her heart of once gold,
now a heart of sad cold.
consumed by it all,
and broken by its thrall.
enslaved by your wall,
i am nothing, but your spall.
there is no words left that could describe the agony i'm in. i thought we we had it better. i thought for once, things could change. i was so sure because i saw that bit of change in you, suddenly your heart was open and your mind was free. for the fleeting second i saw a future for the both of us. but with one rumor, one little message, you changed. you fed their need for gossip and became consumed by the worthless needs of the people you dont even trust, and you turned yourself against me, the one person who would never ever do anything to hurt you. i cause you grief you say. grief... my love, i would never....you have taken so much out of me. i am so fucking tired julian..i have given and given you my everything. to a point i have nothing left for myself. i see no hope in me, i feel no warmth left in the things i once seeked comfort from. you've planted seeds of doubt in me and turned me away from my friends. i am more alone than i've ever been in my life. i dont have the energy to keep up this fight anymore. i dont know how to fight for the things i stand for anymore.
i love you.
No comments:
Post a Comment