like a star.

i'm meeting adrian tomorrow and i can't wait. i know that i've been talking about him alot lately but really, my love life has always been the main topic of my blog. apart of course from how i feel and most of the time i blog about how fucked up my life has been, main reasons being my screwed up love life. so yeah, right now, adrian's occupying my mind so i must apologise if i keep on talking about him. i can't help it. i actually really like him. for the first time in a long time i actually like someone and am not just going through the motions of dating and thinking that i like someone when i actually really don't. and i only realised this throughout the whole mom-fiasco. but yeah. so since i've been talking so much about my adrian, i shall give this blog a refreshing change of topic. i wanna talk about brooke white. the american idol singer. oh....my...god she's so amazingly awsome. she's so...there's just something really magical about her and the way she sings. like ryan seacrest said last night.."sincere, with the tears and bare feet." i've linked her unofficial fan club on my blog. it's right below RMT's link. so please. just go take a look and you'll see what i mean. she's so pretty and so fairy-like. if i could be anyone in the world, i'd choose to be her. it's a bold statement but i don't know. let's not go into that.