finally.

finally.


i've been waiting for like a million years for this bloody create post page to appear-irritating.



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friends come, friends go.
you really wouldn't know who you'd end up still being friends 10 years down the road. i certainly hope i'll keep mine cuz they're just the most beautiful people anyone can ever have. even though sometimes, tension builds and you start to wonder why you even wanted to talk to them in the first place.





currently i'm getting the feeling that when people read this post, they're gonna misunderstand and stop talking to me for the rest of my life.
i mean..no don't get me wrong and i'm not trying to pinpoint anybody. i just get this feeling that i'm gonna get in trouble with this entry. oh man..i really don't know. i'm feeling rather fucked up right now with so many things going on. the exam are so close and i haven't reaaly started on any serious studying.
but of course...i know the problem that's stopping me from studying me from doing so. it shouldn't be. i know. but i can't help it.





anyway, i'm having my english olevel orals tomorrow. not that it's much of a bother to me but...still, there is the pressure of doing well. scoring my A1 in the english language. i think i seem to appear only bothered about my grades. which is not true.
luke just came back from australia yesterday and we are going to have so much to catch up on. nothing to rekindle definetly. just stuff to catch up on.






this sucks. i really have nothing to blog about.