colours

one thing that i've realized over the last few months is that i have absolutely changed. a thousand percent i've embraced change and change has become me and it surprises me honestly. the biggest difference in my life a year ago and now? Colour. 

who would have ever thought? the fair skinned petite girl who's always in black or dark colours, is now sporting mint green nails with leopard prints. and that same girl is wearing white laced dresses and stripes and bright royal blue tops and just... colours in general! who would have ever known!

it makes me wanna laugh and giggle just at the delight of this change and it surprises me through and through. i am becoming less dark. i no longer practice dark magic, i no longer consider myself as a dark witch no more. not that working with dark energy is bad, disclaimer, i just dont feel like i need to work with energy so much anymore. just by being happy i am becoming happy and welcoming happy and bright colours into my life. 

am i still autumn? sure i am. i embrace the earth as though it was a part of my soul because it is. i am still every bit as 'one with the earth' as i ever was. i am just happier. brighter. there's summer in my sky, there's spring in my step, there's autumn in my heart and on the lesser days i have winter as my comfort. 

as a result, i have decided that i am going to change the layout of my blog. well, colour at least. and i want it to be bright and happy. no longer dark and heavy as it is now. just a short post to get out what's in my heart. i have found over the years that the more i blog the saner i get, and the happier i am because i have a source of relief, some other eden out there that i can pour out my heart and have it be kept safe. somehow with words and writing i am less guarded and more honest about what's in my heart and what's in my mind. 

Happy thursday all of you! it's a long weekend ahead and i wish you sunshine for the long weekend. 

xxxx