is it possible?

is it really possible to love someone so much??

how do you love someone so much you'd let your whole life revolve around them?

day in and day out you'd think about nothing else but them.

nothing else in the world really matters as long you have them by your side.

is it really possible to cry until your entire being shrivels up in pain?

you'd sit and cry for hours on end until your back and head aches.

how is it that just one other mere human being, can affect you so much?

to a point you'd wish the floor your tears fell on would open up and swallow you.

is it really possible to want someone so much??

to pretend that life goes on as per normal for you when you know it doesnt?

to kiss them and have them kiss you back like it's all good when it's not.

when you know deep down that they dont want you the way you want them.

is it really possible to feel disappointment this deep??

to be all psyched up for something and not have it happen in the end.

what do you do then?

cry and pray in solitude thinking about how things can change so quickly??

is it really possible to be so confused for such a long time??

your day and night has lost it's direction because you dont know what to do.

you're not sure what to feel or how to plan for the future.

all because they wont give you answers that you can understand.

is it really possible to pretend so much when all you wanna do is cry??

when the little untactful things they dont realize they say cut like a blade??

how do you laugh it off when suddenly your breath cuts short and your ears go deaf.

when your expression goes blank, how do you hide it with a smile??

is it possible?

we are all broken people.

all we gotta do is find that one other person who fits.

it may take a few tries,

may take you awhile to figure it out.

but if you stop attempting to lay the pieces side by side,

you'll forever be one single lonely lonesome piece.

and soon enough you'll be lost.

it has never been a matter of CAN.

only a matter of WANT.

i dont know how long it will take you.

but whatever you do remember this.

because yes,

it is possible.