turmoil

my head is spinning.
drowning in my thoughts
and worries
my heart is weeping
waiting for a time
that maybe
someday our hearts
will find a way
to each other
that we could possibly
love each other
with all the
vigor and understanding
only something as special
as our friendship can have.

your touch so tender
your smell so familiar
your lips such soft little pillows of love
your arms around me
so warm and inviting
your kisses
a whole different matter
it steals a beat from my heart
and gives me shivers
that run
down the same spine you caress.

to have to walk
and return to our lives
with our friends
and obligations
and responsibilities.
makes my heart ache so
for all those memories
are running through my mind
all the possibilities i saw
that flash in front of me
were ever so inviting
ever so tempting.

i have loved you
with a passion
and it has been you
from the moment we met
from the time
you brushed up against me
i knew
that i would never know love
unless i found it with you
but fate
toys with our fragile hearts
and breaks the weaker one
mine.

i will never love
unless it is you
never want to kiss
lips that arent yours.
never want touch
the way you touch me
never know love
until you love me

and so i wait
for today i have realized
that the only one
i have ever loved
is you
and you
and you alone
and that nothing
is more worth waiting for
than to finally hear you say
Inez, I love you.












"I'm caught in the middle, so i turn and run."

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