i'm so sorry i know it's been like a hell long time since i last blogged but i've been really busy and no joke about it. common test week has come and gone and now comes the holidays. i think i did pretty ok for my tests. no, actually, i think i only did well for one test. materials technology. and that was only because it was alot of memorising and alot of words and alot of terms and me being good with words, could memorise them well. but then again, it could be because jenmark was in my tutorial group and lecture theatre so i didn't want to seem like i didn't know anything in front of him and completely and totally embaress myself. (especially so when i was wearing my Miss smarty-pants tee.) and he sat behind me during the test. yipee or shiver-with-fear? u tell me. it could have been a bit of both.
anyway, i started off the first day of my holidays really nicely i think. went to rin's place today in the late morning and slacked around abit talking about friends, gossiping, deciding if we should have subway's or popiah at some coffee shop down in bedok. i told her about jali, she told me about....well, promised her i wouldn't tell anyone so yah. we went down to lido's subway in the end. we called shalyn along but she was busy today scouting materials and props for her shoot so she couldn't come down. and serioisly, i LOVE subway. completely. had my italian BMT on a 6-inch parmesan oregano and it tasted just as good as it had when i had it with juan a long long long time ago. mitch, who was supposed to meet us for lunch turned up when we had already finished. he came with khalil. really nice guy he is. walked around in topshop and somemiss sixty sale. gawd i tell you miss sixty has gone down the drain. it's become another no-class rip curl or billabong. not that i'm condemning any brands of cuz. just that i think miss sixty used to be better. then yeah, adrian came to join us. so all 5 of us walked talked, talked walked all aroung the place and finally landed ourselves in a fucking freezing starbucks. plus it was raining. so you could imagine how cold it was. so we sat and talked and drank and ate till the rain subsided. then walked aroung in wheellock till it was time to go. i had fun. like for the first time in a long long time i could really sit back and just enjoy sitting in a freezing cold starbucks with a group of friends just gossiping and people watching. actually it was only erin and i who were people watching and singleing out girls who were too fat or too skinny or what clothes they wore and all that fuck.
next week will see me with gowri at the esplanade on monday. i can't wait. it's gonna be another slack with good food at a nice location with good company. tuesday i'll be meeting jason to collect my little miss tee, then heading off for ballet. wednesday, i'm gonna be meeting SAM!!!!!! this one i can't wait, really. god, the way i treat it, it's almost like we're back together and falling in love all over again. but it's really not how it is. it's just that we've been talking and msning for the past year and just haven't had the time to meet up cuz he'll be in camp and i've got school and ballet and all but on wednesday we're finally meeting and i'm really excited about it. i don't know if it's just the people aroung us or just that both sam and i have got bf's and gf's who have a problem with EXs. when sam and i broke up and i went with chris, he had a major problem with me still keeping in contact with sam. and up to today i don't think i can ever forgive chris for the way he was so paranoid and persistent about me COMPLETELY erasing sam outta my life. he was such a great guy and a awesome friend to have i don't think i can ever erase him completely from my life. not like how i can completely forget about chris. so yeah, we plan to watch a movie on wed, maybe Enchanted. but whether or not the movie will still be showing, we're definately still meeting. i am so cannot-wait that i feel like a little girl again. but yeah ok. i haven't planned for my thursday and friday yet but i think i will be going to the Singapore Art Museum for the new exhibition that's showing.
so yeah, that's my life in a nutshell. i don't know how you'd place my life honestly. there's always so many things going on simultaneously and then suddenly everything dies away so suddenly leaving me to deal with the aftermath and repercussions myself. and then after awhile it starts all over again and tires me out all over again. would you, like jon, say it's eventful? or like denise once said it was unfair? or like shalyn say it's caught?or like belle say it's sad? or agree with me and say it's boring? sometimes when i sit and talk to my friends about life, about my life, i find that i have alot of things to say. like i get tired just explaining the situation to them because there's just so much to tell them about everything that has gone on with me. but then at times like now, i feel that whatever i've been through, it's nothin. nothing outta the norm. why do people take it like i've done so much wrong? like i'm beyond hope? it's annoying, really it is.
you know what, i'm just blabbering and really not making sense of what i'm saying at this moment cuz my thoughts are very unsettled. there are so many things i'm feeling but i just haven't taken the time to really think it through and ask myself how i really feel about it and if i need this unnecessary baggage on my already burdened load. plus, i am very distracted. i'm sure anybody would too if you were talking to aloy, joshua, reza and sarah online while smsing adrian, erin, jon chia and shalyn. and even more so when erin just told me she just saw my mom at marina square and it was in her words "scary siah". and now adrian has met my mom too.
but yeah whatveer. i am now a user of facebook thanks to the constant bugging of adrian and my beloved erin.
and this is where i end off.
chao.
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