oh man so many things have happened since my fingers last touched this keypad. been spending alot of time with juan going to the toy museum, spending time with him at his place and so on...i shall not go into details. just know that i had a great time and have always had a great time whenever i'm out with him. met him on thrusday and friday. and will be meeting him again on monday. cannot wait. man...i can't even start to explain what i'm feeling now. i'm really happy. sitting on my bed...leo crawling around me...talking to gin online... my music playing in the background..meeting juan... you know, it's just...this exhilarating feeling that i could burst from if i didn't at least tell someone. i'm happy.and i truly hope with all my heart that i don't screw thing up for myself like i always do. or to let anyone else screw it for me.
please, let it not end here.
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