nicknames for my retarded goons.

We all have nicknames.
all of us.
and it's retarded.

mei is my "wife, mistress, gf, ONS partner," (alex type one.)
mei is my "darling."
LB is my "pumpkin."
alex is my "lovely."
jason is my "sleepy."
wilfred is my "john." i'm his president.
jeffrey is my "teddy bear."
mr.Cheok is my "cheokky"

so there you have it. we're all calling each other names. there are other people like kahlid and zamzam too, but i don't really have nicknames for them.
i'm in class now, or rather, the laboratory. having some stupid module where we do nothing but slack around till our butts fester with sores.
i'm bored, and tired. using my pumpkin's laptop.my lovely is on my left. my sleepy is to my right. pumpkin is beside sleepy. darling is beside pumpkin. and they're all kpo looking at the com.
ok ok think i better go. anyway, i wrote a song. finally!!
check it out.

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Title: The Ode
Written By: Inez Caroline

v1\Call me the world's biggest fool
and laugh at me if you please.
But give me back a moment alone
with you, please
How i'd hope you laugh again
and speak your favourite phrases..
Could you just please pretend,
this suffering never happened
And tell me you see me.

c\Is it enough to breathe
each day as you imgaine?
and pass through each day
as you would have it?
what happened to the times
when we were free
to be just you and me.

v2\Say that you remember how
we laughed together in secret.
Say that there's just a moment more
you'd want to spend with me.
How i'd hope you'd smile again
and love me like you did
Could we just please pretend
that you never left
And from where you are,
can you hear me??

B\And i'm not ready for your absence,
i'm not ready for this quiet,
not ready for the pain in their eyes,
not really ready yet.

edit//this song was written on the 5 march 2007 at aroung midnight.
sleep was out of the question so...
i miss my grandfather.