emotional upheaval

Things haven't been going well for me lately. different sectors of my life have overlapped terribly which has made things complicated.
home is....boring.
my brother's become sooo rude.
my love life is abit messy.
i've been having bad hair days.
i'm finding alot of gaps in my school work.
i am blur.
the only things i think is going well, or rather, a little better than the others is my friends in school.
maybe it's just this point in time where my luck has taken a turn downhill. i'd like to look at it as thought luck has taken a break for the time being though. it's always easier to go downhill than up, everyone knows that.
i don't know...maybe i'm in the wrong life. it's not the first time i'm feeling this way too. maybe the hospital i was born in switched the wrong babies and gave me to another family. maybe i'm living the life plotted out for another person and not me that's why everything seems to be going the wrong way. things weren't always like that though. i can stuill remember a time where life for me was perfect. where i had someone whom i could look up to, to respect. but somehow or rather...things fell apart. and i don't really know what happened after that. but lets just not remind ourselves of it. i think i've really lost the inspiration to blog about things more substantial. it's like everything i blog about lately have become so superficial due to that fear that whatever i say in here is going to be turned against me in future. so....here are some pics of my sch friends that i promised you guys.



this is alex and Lb sleeping during computer programming. hah!! now i've got proof that they weren't paying attention.


this is retarded mei with her retarded winnie the pooh.


this is LB my pumpkin.


and..this is jeffrey my teddy bear.


amd this is me trying to steal some chocolate from alex's cake haha. and jason caught me.


before...


after...haha.


LB the greedy pig.


this is wilfred john. aka. Mr Bean aka my trusted adviser.(since i'm his president, he offered his humble services and.......mei wants to blow him (up).)


this is Lb, alex(who is dunno looking where), and mei.
my friends.

so yup...enjoy.

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