horrors of horrors

horrors of horrors



i got back all of my results today and my god, if he doesn't save me i don't know who will. i didn't do very well for my prelims. in fact, i didn't even do well at all. i calculated my L1R5 and L1R4 and the figures were horrifying. i'm looking at it and i'm going "oh my god....what the hell just happened.how do i live with myself anymore??" don't bother asking for my aggregrate because no matter how many million times you ask, you're not gonna get an answer from me. it's bad..it's really just plain bad. even the ITEs wouldn't want me. that's how bad it is.



ok so i've decided, that from now on i'm gonna start studying. and i mean..really study the way i did for my N-levels. i mean...i am disappointed abit. the prelims couldn't happen at the worst of times when i was so busy crying away at night. but i know i can't blame it all on that. i didn't score well for my best subjects like literature and social studies...even when i received my biology results today, my teacher asked me " Inez, what happened?? i thought you were always quite good at this?? why under-preforming?" and i really couldn't answer. i just blamed it all on careless mistakes, which i daresay were alot due to the distracted frame of mind i was in at that time. but no worries i say. this is not the end of the world. i still have effectively from today, 32 days to the big Os. miracles can happen during those 32 days you know. and i'm hoping to work a miracle here and now.




(anyway sneaks, Ng kaiJun will be teaching my class biology from next week. i mean..that's what my current biology teacher told my class.)




so yeah...i must say that the stress level in my class is definetly growing. yesterday hit peak level for Gin because after she received her maths results, she fell ill. almost immediately. and she didn't come to school today. usually, i would scream at her and tell her that school is important. but her looks yesterday were horrible so yeah.. stay at home and RECOVER first k gin?? and i collected your tutorial homework for you already.






yep. so...nothing much really to say anymore i guess. exams, study, results. the 3 words that i hate the most.









exams, the necessary evil.