new chapters.

new chapters.



my life has taken a recent turn for the better. things i never thought would ever happen has happened to me.




school----- i am less tired. generally. i mean..not that i've started handing in my work on time but at least i'm not falling asleep in classes anymore.
well..not these few days though. i'm under some stupid medication and it makes me drowsy. but other than that..it's pretty alright.



health--- i think this is the only thing that hasn't been better for me. according to the doctor, i have
1) asthma
2)anemia
3)telecimia (however you spell it)
4)low blood pressure
5)chronic gastric.
6)chronic insomnia
it's bad..really it is. i am in no position to fall sick. i mean..hell..my mom just came back from the hospital and now it's my turn?? it's damn shit la.





dance---- the concert is over. it's kinda a bittersweet moment for me because we have all been training to hard and all for that one hour one stage, then after that..it's over. it becomes a memory.
the first dance night was one that i will NEVER forget.
i fell sick. yup. high bloody fever of 38.8 degrees. so i was backstage resting and stuff.
then about an hour before the concert started, my instructor told me not to dance.
i cried. i mean..who wouldn't?? i have been preparing my ass off for this performance and now of all times i choose to fall sick.
i couldn't. i couldn't not dance. there were people in the crowd that day who came to see me dance. like my best friends. nise and gin. the 2 most important people to me were out there in the crowd and i couldn't dance.
so i called them and they came out to meet me, and my dear beloved friends came with roses for me. it cheered me up.




then the 2nd day, they came again !!! it was sweet. so very very sweet. like hell, my darlings are willing to sacrifice their saturdays with their lovers for me, so i gave my all on stage. at least, all my tired sick body could give. so nise, gin and jerome came and sat at the $25 sittings. sam was there too the 2nd day. came with his cousin.
but he left immediately after the show.





so yeah...the other chapters of my life i shall not publisize so much. but don't get me wrong, it's not that i don't want to. if i had the chance to i would scream out to the world that i've found my special someone. it's just that i feel matters of the heart should be kept....well...close to the heart. (duh!!)
so yeah...
but well..i love him. my very own personal dum-dum chef.
and with that..yes..i'm not single anymore. and i'm happy.
i mean.it's not easy to find someone who can act up as a bestfriend/boyfriend/girlfriend/gayfriend/chef/pillow etc..etc..
but with that said, nothing's still more important than my nisey and gin.
sorry sam.=) but you understand right ?????



and there's just one more thing i would like to say to a certain someone who has recently gone missing.
please don't go away.
i still like you very much as a friend.
come back please and stop sneaking away.





but so yeah..long post today.
i've actually been rather snappy today. biting everyone's heads off.
man you should have seen me in maths lesson. i don't think i've ever been so rude to a teacher in the longest time. but like hello~~i'm sick!!! convenient excuse yeah i know. always works. it's just that the stupid bitch made me walk allllllll the way back to class to get one bloddy piece of paper and that kinda pissed me off. so i took the ENTIRE file and slammed it down on the table for her.
i was a bitch. i know. i'm sorry.


i was a bitch to everyone except nisey and gin.cuz i love them.






pray for me..and that my health improves. or else i'll be in and out of that stupid haunted hospital again.