fuck it man...i typed this really really nice long post abt how this guy named Jeremy put a bloody bird on my plate during the SVDP dinner which nearly made me throw up in front of everyone..but the bloody computer directed it somewhere else leaving me with nothing but this irritating blank page...
the "bloody bird" was chicken btw...and i had to spent the next 10 minutes prtending to be an expert who was able to disect dead birds on plates without looking at them...
anyway..denise told me today that she was scared of me when she was in sec 1. According to her.... i was always with a really rowdy group of friends and..yeah she was scared of me...
it was really weird hearing my bestfriend say that abt me cuz it's been a long time since anyone told me that they were scared of me.. i only heard those remarks when i was in sec 1, 2, 3 and immature...back then when i was still those kind of girl who hung around void decks smoking and terrorising all the younger kids that came anywhere near my friend's or my path...before someone "small n special" came along..
ok i've decided...i'm breaking up with louis..i've been through shits inmy life and i don't see how a cheating boyfriend will tear me apart worse than everything that had happened before...
it's not right..but it's okay..i'm gonna make it anyway..
with or without him.
the bastard.
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