chatted with jon again yesterday...n yeah i told him stuff about me that people don't usually get to hear..i don't know why i did that..maybe because i trust him..maybe it's because he reminded me that he doesn't judge people by what they appear to be...
that's why i told him so much abt my life yesterday..even stuff that my friends don't know...ok maybe not everything due to time constrains but i knew i wasn't planning to hide anything from him...
he told me stuff abt himself too..but i know it's not nearly as much as i told him...but does it matter ?? he gave me his word that he will never divulge it to another living soul...and somehow i believe him..and i am not one who gives my trust away so easily...
i'm supposed to send him my picture but i haven't done that yet...Fel is telling me i shld send him my pics...but nisey says i shouldn't...i don't know man...
but i know that the day we meet will be kinda like a bittersweet moment for me...
the plus part....i will finally get to see the guy i have been chatting with on msn for so long...i kinda wanna meet him cuz he's just this really interesting guy...with a great sense of humour. (not very many guys have that anymore.)
the minus part....the "anonymous-magic" between us will be gone...he will just become like one of my friends that i have seen before...right now ..our friendship is kept special because we haven't met...so our opinions of each other will be at it's purest..not affected by any other external factors.
but i don't know lah..
and just for the record
THERE ARE NO ROMANTIC FEELINGS INVOLVED WITH JON.
WE ARE CLEAN WITH EACH OTHER.
alrighty that shld do it..
gtg.
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