i just had my literature paper today and the best part was that i forgot to bring my pencil case along with me...imagine that...sitting for an exam without having a single pen...so i had to borrow around...luckily for me..my friends were very nice and lent me a pen without hesitation...hmmz..
it happened again late last night..at the beach...and although i did promise myself not to do that again cuz i've got a boyfriend and if i shld ever do that again..it had to be with him...
but i guess..i broke the promise to myself again...all the time i swear i'm always doing that..
old habits die hard...old bad habits die hard.
i really really wish last night didn't happen..it would have been a little easier on my conscience if it happened with louis but the problem is it didn't..
i'm not saying i regret it...i don't...but i just wished it happened with someone else instead....but while i'm at this subject...let me just say this...
i cannot be certain that my boyfriend isn't screwing some other girl so i'm not sure if this guilt i feel is quite as necessary as i think...
but really...what can i say ?? i did try to be a good girlfrirend...
*smiles*
i didn't say last night wasn't fun.
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